Shades of marriage 10
SHADES OF MARRIAGE
Shades of Marriages đ„°đđđ„șđ Part 10.
âBabe I have fucked upâ. I said with tears immediately I got to the house.
âPlease seat. What happened?â. Faith asked with so much concern.
I couldnât even speak. I was just crying like a baby. Faith didnât push me to speak. She just watched me with keen interest as I cry my eyes out.
When she saw I was done crying, she asked again;
âWetin sup mama?â.
âI slept with Austinâ. I admitted shamefully.
âYou dey hot oâ. Faith said teasingly with her both hands raised up.
âStop jorâ. I said whilst blushing.
âShe even dey blush oâ. Faith said and then burst into laughter.
âYou know I hate you rightâ. I said feigning anger.
âNo vex abeg. How e take happenâ. Faith asked.
I told her how it all happened, down to when my husband called and the altercation I had with Austin.
She got really furious.
âWhat does that husband of yours want from you? Is it your life? Is he high or somethingâ. Faith said angrily.
âCalm down babeâ. I pleaded.
âI donât understand you o. Donât tell me you still want him backâ. Faith asked as she gave me an askance stare.
âItâs not that I want him back. Itâs just that my feelings for Austin is not yet strong enough to resist my husband. Donât blame me Faith. I have been with this man for years. He is the only man I have been with all my life. Itâs not easy to just get over him immediatelyâ. I said defensively.
Faith moved closer to me and placed my both palms on her hands.
âLook at me babeâ. Faith insisted.
âStop jorâ. I said as I tried to free myself from her.
âI am being seriousâ. Faith insisted.
I had no choice but to look into her eyes.
âI know how you feel babe. You remember George my ex back then in the university, I never thought I would be able to move on. You know how much I loved him despite his numerous âsexcapadesâ and emotional abuses. But look at me now, I am married to the best man in the world who worships the ground I walk on. Babe, move on from that man. I am not asking you to give in to Austin immediately. You can maintain your distance while you heal. I promise you, all will be well my love â. Faith said warmly.
I was touched by her words. I just started crying.
I decided to stay away from both Austin and my husband for some months.
I was expecting Austin to bombard me with calls but he never did. He never called not even once after our altercation at the apartment he got me.
At first I acted as if I wasnât hurt by it but the truth is that, my heart was exploding.
âSo this man never loved me. I feel used â. I said bitterly after a mental breakdown.
My husband was still bombarding my phone with calls after I made it clear to him I was no longer interested.
We were dining one morning when I started puking. It was so unlike me to vomit not even when Iâm seriously sick.
âYou have been acting so differently these days. Are you okay?â. Faith asked me in the kitchen when we were doing the dishes.
âI donât even know. I think I have malariaâ. I said dismissively.
âJust run a pregnancy testâ. Faith said in her usually teasing manner.
âFree me jorâ. I said laughing.
âI serious oâ. Faith said.
At first, I didnât think of the possibility of me being pregnant till I started having other pregnancy symptom.
I was so scared. I decided to get a pregnancy kit. To my bewilderment, I was indeed pregnant.
I didnât know how to react to the result. I was married to my husband for 8years and for the 8years, I never missed my period. I was called barren for years.
Me being Pregnant after a one time intercourse was like a miracle to me.
I broke the news to Faith who was extremely happy for me.
âYou have to call Austinâ. Faith insisted.
âItâs been over a month I spoke with him. What if he has moved on?â. I asked scared.
âIt doesnât matter, he has to take responsibility for his childâ. Faith said.
To be continued
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